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here that is

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um hanging out

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or about to watch this with me

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um it's youtube only

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so

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i want this is i'm about to show um like

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a little short film i'd like to do more

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parts to it

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but i'm also pretty self-conscious about

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it so

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but this first part is about 10 or 11

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minutes long

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i hope you do enjoy it

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it's called light of the soul it's

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really

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i play myself

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it's about

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you know more or less a ufo investigator

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and i have to find out if

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there is a

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connection to consciousness so

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[Laughter]

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my task is to decide if our

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consciousness plays a part in these uap

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sightings

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not the metal they're made of or

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how they move or if they're even real

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and why we become so obsessed with them

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after an experience

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why we long for an answer that has

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so i have to search for some sort of

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our consciousness

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maybe the uaps are some sort of reminder

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as i searched through these old cases i

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can't help but wonder if the witnesses

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and the object was just interrupting

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a regret or a success

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interrupting thoughts of what is to come

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what will be

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a busy brain suffocated from everything

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but

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pondering moments that will come or have

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gone

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all the while unable to see what they're

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who doesn't follow these thoughts

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it remains

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no matter the desire to rewrite history

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it is strange to see something you don't

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recognize because you are blind to self

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or is it strange to live in what

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has been

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both only imagined

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maybe it's our consciousness reminding

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us to be aware

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reminding us that we are now and not

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then

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3 500 miles per hour

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90 degree turns radar returns

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pilots killed in a population confused

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or have they just been conditioned to

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or is this

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just not real in some sort of

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to replace a void left by unfulfilling

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it would be a lie to say consciousness

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is not involved

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whether we are aware of our awareness is

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on the one hand

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you have people that

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want to believe in something so bad

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with unknown

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and you also have people

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placing

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with so much conviction that

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they will no longer be

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yeah so

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i've gone over a good amount of these

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cases

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it's like

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the photographs they're all different

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all different shapes sizes

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uh there's nothing that stands out

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maybe

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it'll get her back but how am i how am i

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supposed to know i don't even know what

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of course i'm going to keep trying

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and i'm gonna keep trying but it's not

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for you it's for her

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okay so get that straight

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when i look at these pictures when i

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look at these files i'm trying to figure

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out the connection here to consciousness

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not for you

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and you don't have

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so

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yeah well i gotta get back to work

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there's got to be an easier way

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i can't keep looking at things that

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have no connection to each other they

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don't look the same they don't act the

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same the people they screw with are not

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the experiences are different

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and i'm here supposed to connect this

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all to consciousness when

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i don't even know

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let alone what these are

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to make things worse

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before everything went down the

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government was using this as

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so now i don't even know what is a part

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of that what is real

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what is consciousness

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isn't it everything i experience

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isn't it

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and what i'm aware of is a part of my

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well i'm a part

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of this world

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and i know that

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although not much joy lately

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when i think of my wife

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man i haven't seen her in so long

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but i can imagine her does that mean

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that she's part of my consciousness

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because i can tell you i still feel

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i don't know

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well that's part one i hope you

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you guys uh

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didn't hate it

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kind of uh nerve-wrecking

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doing the acting and all that kind of

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stuff so

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you know just putting myself out there i

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figured i might as well

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always kind of wanted to try uh always

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wanted to try it so

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that is me trying it

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so um

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it's best i could do

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um i do have like more things uh that i

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recorded uh and with other people and

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stuff so

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you know depending on how this goes over

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maybe i'll do more of it i don't know

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uh with that being said

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this is a real short show just wanted to

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um you know kind of be here for the

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so um appreciate you guys checking it

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out andres christian josh robert uh

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sarah